addicted to
endorphins
pain
exhaustion
chasing this insane dream
perfection




tagboard ;
guestbook

i'm not here to win

i'm here to leave a legacy

run


someone's taken your faith

i'm tired of trying
both ways. if you know what i mean...

what if i said i wanted to quit the stupid trng scheme. wonder what would happen. it's not helping me at all. sigh. blasted injury i don't know what to do with my darn muscles anymore. there's a point when you just don't want to try. you just can't take failure in a positive light no matter how hard you try. it's getting worse and why is it that no one seems to care. ignorance is bliss for the coaches i suppose. same workout, same expectations. no show of concern. as if i didn't have an injury at all.

math and socstuds. i'm dead meat. i don't get it... sigh. then there's chinese pt draft 1 due on friday. lit and hist pt due on monday. celebrate shall we. ugh.

dreaded pimples of mine. and my hair's going wild. stress shows in my forehead and hair. haha. they are my stress indicators. interesting eh. going to go try do the math sums which i can't seem to do at all. am i looking at another failing mark? i suck at math -wails.

[pat]* decided to runaway-.

it's the passion that drives you